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die sonne scheint
doch meine fehlt
kein wetterbericht,
der mir sagen kann,
wann sie wieder kommt.
nur die hoffnung,
dass sie den regen doch wieder ablöst.
yes, i haven't posted anything in this lj for long.. i will use it for my creative writing from now on, more or less.
:]
but i won't kill those old memories and let them all inside.
♥
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| [ ich darf nicht gehen . . . ] |
[03 Sep 2006|12:47pm] |
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on your own - nick lachey |
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in deinen augen könnt ich versinken
du hast deinen zauber auf mich losgelassen
doch ich weiß - wenn ich einmal drin bin
kriegt mich dort nichts mehr raus
und das tu ich mir nicht an . . .
du willst mir nicht weh tun
und du kannst nichts dafür
aber jedes mal spür ich diese kraft
die mich dort hineinziehen will
und ich weiß, ich darf nicht gehen
denn dann komm ich nicht mehr zurück
deine welt ist zu groß für mich, eine andere
und ich verlier mich zwischen deiner und meiner . . .
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| oh shit! |
[19 Jun 2006|06:12pm] |
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i went to the doctor's because of my wisdom teeth....
and in my case it's very difficult to remove them because they grew really strangely...
and through the operation, it could be that a nerve gets cut, and that i lose ALL the ability to feel in my lower lip and chin!!!!!
i am goddamn scared, but the operation MUST be done!! T________T
but... but i don't want to loose the feeling in my face ;_;
PLEASE CHEER ME UP...
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| -nyaww- |
[18 Jun 2006|04:02pm] |
heh, i wanted to start my german lj some days ago, but something else is always standing in the way.
well, give me a few more days...^^;
oh, and i hate it when my fave stars have a girlfriend they wanna hide with lies!! xO grrr!!
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[08 Jun 2006|02:35pm] |
instructions:
List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your 7 songs. ((Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to. - I won't do this, decice on your own ^_~))
Angels & Airwaves - The Adventure
Revolverheld - MIT DIR CHILL'N (Jakob's and my song :D), Freunde Bleiben, Romeo
Silbermond - Letzte Bahn
Alex Band - Last Goodbye
Tokio Hotel - Schwarz
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| happy birthday ~alex~ |
[08 Jun 2006|12:32pm] |
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an dich - silbermond |
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25 years ago an angel decided to stay with us!
happy birthday alex band.
i adore you so much!! ♥
you are special and you make the world a better place with your big heart and the love you give with your music!
[one day i will be confident enough to write to him, this year i was too shy to participate in the birthday book T_T;;
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| *_* |
[08 Jun 2006|12:22pm] |
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verschwende deine zeit - silbermond |
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finally i managed to finish loads of decos i had lying around here. yay!
i bought new ink for the printer yesterday ... love it xD
finallyyyyy... aww and it was so much fun to decorate all of this ♥
yesterday i met with nadine and i showed her the bakery which sells starbucks-like iced moccachino for only 2,20€.
she fell for it, too... kekeke!!
maidiiiiiiiii we're not alone any more *_* and we have to go have some of this drug again soon!!! ^___^
and show it to schteller-san! ^^ by the way, i need photos together with you for a palbook, i'll bring my camera on monday!! x]
tomorrow, fifa world cup staaaarts.. woooo!!!!!!
there are so many tourists in my town now, it's so strange to see all those groups^^ i even saw an american group, and there were some cuuute boys *_*
...cute boys are rare here usually, thank you world cup!!! *O*
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| back! 1&2 |
[05 Jun 2006|03:23pm] |
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1. sidebar-chan is BACK :]
2. i am back home, too, but that's saad T_T
because my weekend had been really supi...
i MISS you ♥
30 days left ^_^
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| wtf...?! |
[31 May 2006|02:28pm] |
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my sidebar is gone...?! ó_ò
it sucks!!
why?! does anyone know?
i am missing sidebar-chan loadsers!!!!
btw:
tomorrow i am going to see revolverheld!! yeah! xD
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| i taste like grapefruit...! |
[29 May 2006|08:52pm] |
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strange and beautiful - aqualungs |
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wie schmeckt ihre persönlichkeit?
- sie schmecken nach grapefruit!
"mm, grapefruit!
sie sind etwas ganz besonderes, denn sie sind gleichzeitig süß und sauer, strotzen vor sonnigem gemüt und sind doch frech und erfrischend.
aber vorsicht, denn ihre guten seiten halten sie zuweilen versteckt!
gibt man Ihnen zucker (oder auch geschenke, lob und kleine aufmerksamkeiten), so zeigt sich ihre natürliche süße.
wenn es drauf ankommt, dann umgeben sie sich mit menschen, die ihnen an kraft und unabhängigkeit ebenbürtig sind.
und diese menschen zu finden, ist für sie kein problem, denn solche personen fühlen sich zu ihnen hingezogen.
sie sind angenehm sauer und ein wenig exotisch – ein wahrer leckerbissen!"
well, but i hate eating grapefruit.. T_T;
do you like it [me]? xD
take the test urself if you wanna!
i found it in the lj of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ayuelein
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| finally...!! |
[29 May 2006|02:45pm] |
on saturday IT HAPPENED!!! *-*
i saw him, with my own eyes, without a tv seperating us...
BILL!!
but...
a lot of hands, an afro head and big people seperated us from each other, so that i could see him about 20 minutes out of the 90 they played...
...BUT! i saaaaaaawwww him!! ^o^
and he was damn sexy, his voice was very smoooooth (while i was waiting in front of the museumsplatz, i could listen to the soundcheck very well.. and he whispered rette mich!! *__* oh my gooodddd....) and the boys played well ^_^.
he wore the same outfit as he wore for the echo 2006 - incl the adidas shoes i want *¬* - and took of the jacket after #jung und nicht mehr jugendfrei#.
now, let's talk about tom!! xDD
sometimes i could see him, too, and he really gives you the impression to be one with his guitar.
he's slipping away into his own world while playing, really. well, georg looks like that, too, but with the difference that tom looks sexy when he's drifting away x].
the fans were shitty. they were loud and violent -_-;;;
=>
my ribs feel like being torn .. and it hurts when i want to sleep T_T.
my chucks are broooooooken... |D
i am afraid of the next concert ....
well, but i saw bill and that's all that matters, right *_*?
plus, i saw my friend alina from bavaria cuz she won tickets, too, and would probably never have met if we didn't win ^_^.
we'll be in a magazine on june 7th and tokio hotel will see our pics ^_^. kekeke~~
heroes of the evening (and damn. they ARE pretty, really!!):
tom & bill
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| how do you feel.. |
[26 May 2006|08:20pm] |
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bottom of the death valley - dir en grey |
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.. if you know that there's the possibility to see the celebrity you've always adored on the next day?
i can tell you how you feel.
you are in shock.
you talk less than usually.
you are able to do things which are impossible on other days [like sleeping in the afternoon].
your ability to see fades away from time to time.
eating seems senseless.
you peek on the clock too often.
you can't believe what's happening.
you feel so lucky that it isn't capable.
you can't distinguish reality and dream world from time to time.
you feel so imperfect.
you feel like there's so much left to do.
you feel like being too little.
you could think now that i feel terrible and dark, but that's not right.
it feels good actually if you put all of these together.
it's a mixture that makes your blood BURN.
and even if it won't happen, i won't be sad.
cuz feeling this is great ^_^.
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| got them *-* |
[13 May 2006|01:46pm] |
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l.o.v.e. - ashlee simpson |
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LOVE.
I never want to take them off again ♥
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| [g r o s s] |
[12 May 2006|09:16pm] |
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omg i just experienced the most disgusting thing which ever happened to me...!!
yesterday i watered the flowers in the night when it was already dark because i wanted to finish watching a movie first.
i took water out of the water butt and wondered what the red shimmer on the water could be. "leaves" i thought (because there's a really huge tree next to our garden which loses a lot of leaves always) and watered the flowers. it was really dark, almost pitch dark.
today, i wanted to do the flowers a favour again because of the heat. i wanted to take water out of the same water butt because it was the fullest, and thus the easiest solution for me.
then i was s.h.o.c.k.e.d.
a dead squirrel, lying on the side, was swimming on the water.
i was so shocked that i didn't run away or anything, i just took water out of another water butt and watered the flowers. till it was finished.
then i went into the house and puked the hell out of me when i realized what i saw and that i had skin contact with this water the night before. i puked two times.
hell.
that was gross.
also because i hate puking.
i always try to avoid it, but this time it wasn't possible for me a t a l l.
[our neighbour buried the squirrel for me, i couldn't bear to see it again or i would have puked once, or a few times, more.]
truly gross, man.
ewww.
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| you get what you deserve... |
[27 Apr 2006|11:21pm] |
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das beste - silbermond |
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... i thought this was right.
but today i got a gift which was more than i ever thought i would deserve.
it felt perfect.
i felt loved.
and i cried ♥
i love it when you make me cry
out of joy.
i makes me so incredibly happy.
how can i ever be down again
if not because of you?
because you brightened up my life with these few lines.
they come straight from the place i wanna be ♥
and i hope we'll never make each other sad!
thank you!!!
although this can't be thanked for really...!
ps: if that's really how you see me, what i am sure it is, then i think you deserve me more than anything.
and i want to be more than anything n_n.
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| BIG JOY |
[23 Apr 2006|09:41pm] |
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i know that this doesn't fit to my former entry - but i just won an ebay auction which means hellalot to me!!
i got the bill-shoeeeeeeesssss!! whoooo xDDDDD
@kirei-chan: my heart just exploded!!! *___*
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| why? |
[23 Apr 2006|06:00pm] |
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i read about a 17yrs old girl who was stabbed to death on myspace and it moved me so much. especially when i went to her best friend's blog..
omg ;__; i can't even imagine something like that happening to people who are close to me, as close as this girl was to her best friend.
the cause i didn't cry was that my mother yelled something at me (again, a stupid question about the internet because my father doesn't know anything about this) and demanded an answer. i answered her superficially because i still thought about those girls, how happy they were and how hard this loss must be.
god.
this world can be so fucking cruel...
i don't ever wanna lose someone close to me that way.
( the bulletin which was posted about the girl )
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| comment geemu ^^ |
[17 Apr 2006|11:00am] |
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love makes the world go round - ashlee simpson |
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So comment and...
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.
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